My intention for this year's Capture you Grief project is to spend more time with Ethan. As time goes on, he gets further and further away from me and it hurts my heart. I intend on spending some time every day with him - whatever that means. Whether it is talking to him, or about him, thinking about his handsome face, remembering all of his features and how he felt in my arms. Whatever it is each day. Hopefully I can turn it into an every day thing. Even if it's only 5 minutes out of the day.
Now this isn't to say I am not thinking about him because I do. Every single day. But I need to feel near to him. I don't ever want him to just be a memory. He is my son. My first born. My forever love.
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