Capture Your Grief. Day 2. Identity

Since Ethan has died, I find that I am really struggling with my identity.  I know that I am a wife, a friend, a daughter.  But I sometimes always struggle with the mom part.  I know that I am a bereaved parent.  I know that I carried Ethan for 41 weeks and 4 days.  I know that I went through labour and delivered an 8 pound, 8 ounce, 20.5 inches baby boy, who was so perfect and handsome, just like his Daddy.  I can call my husband Ethan's Daddy.  So why do I question if I am a Mother?